DIFFICULTIES

hmm where do I start,
You just wake one morning and you are 25yo or older, then you go through your stuff and find your journal/dairy ,you read through it and realize how wrong things have gone and have been,
Major set back!!!!! you try to think about what you have Done wrong n everything spells out DEAD END.
why are you still alive then,YOU ask yourself but you don't find the answer so you just torture your already tortured soul.