ALL ALONE

so today's my birthday..i turn a year olda..but.av kept asking myself whether i hav true frends in my life..I am feeling low bt i hav 2 enjoy ths day.. i invited the people who i cal frends to my party,bt they declined..seriously, i just wanted people to cme n celebrate with me..its got me thinking...so if i cnt cal u to hav free food n all..when am in trouble wil u even b there 2 help me!!?? i think i realy need to change n get new frends in my life! ZCIV..the last person i thot he'd disapoint me after looking 4ward to ths day!! i hate it! God bles my family who wil neva disapoint n leave me!