A replacement person. A stand-in. A meddler. A representative. AN ALTERNATIVE.

Abuse.. The salary of damage, is ruin. Somebody wanted to take away joy, give pain. What's to gain? Psychokinetic results in a pseudo scientific examine? To study utter human pain, to what extent? Mockery, disdain! No fun, charm left. The salary of damage, is ruin. And then what? Something 'good' behind my back? What's that? An island with a new trap? There's a gap.. I do not feel honoured. I feel abused like hell, whilst someone laughed and tell me, 'they meant well?' How's that? You can't enforce any heaven from false grounds. Against natural laws. And there's a condition to natural in genuine feelings, emotions and thoughts. Brainwashing, manipulation, so many conditions enforced. It is fake. Of course. False. And that's why it is extremely deceitful, it sods! fks up. Deprives. Demotivates. Annoys. Irritates. Destroys. Oh well.. Who cares, but the sufferer and those who gain from these extreme pains? Who are they, anyway? And why me? Why this? What's next? Physical death?