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Few people understand what it means to really be there for somebody and that's the toughest part about being on a journey,you realise the main ones that said they will ride with you are the first ones to fall off.People make promises when the sun is shining and make excuses when the storm comes.Thats why I am always thankful for the rain.It washed away the unnecessary.The reality is,you could be amazing, genuine and sincere but still be overlooked.Having a good thing is do hard because meeting a strong person is so rare.So I have learnt to understand when people run from me,I realise my kind of love isn't for everybody.Taking an early morning walk refreshes the body ,mind and soul.Its the best time to think clearly without thoughts clouding your judgement.We often realise these moments are so much needed,not to feel alone but to be alone to think as bout things that bother our mind and heart.My return to the house was foreboding,and as usual the members of the family were never at home.It also gave me time to be by myself,and I just thought to myself and also felt deep within me that I somehow truely belonged here.Sitting in the garden amongst the flowers I realised how good it felt to finally relax.My thoughts were suddenly disturbed by a voice coming from above the balcony.I sipped my juice trying to ignore his voice but my curiosity got the better of me.His tone was harsh and he sounded angry.He was talking to someone on the phone as we didn't have any visitors at home.I didn't like eavesdropping so I decided to walk away.You just find my brother,and keep him away from my family!If any harm comes to my wife I will hold you responsible,said Max.I was still standing there when I heard him cursing!I guessed he was trying to call someone.Was it your idea for the divorce,he asked someone....he was becoming barely audible..I think you have done enough,stay away from her, he continued.You are shameless and I hope I don't have to see you ever again!'he was now shouting.As I turned to walk away I heard a crash,I walked as quickly as I could up the stairs and to the balcony were he stood earlier.He wasn't there but he broke a vase and the flowers were all over the place.I didn't see him outside nor in the bedroom.I walked out of the bedroom when I saw him walking in long strides towards me.He gripped my arms,Where did you go?,he asked me.He was clearly still upset but why was he looking for me?I was outside in the garden,I told him .I didn't realise I was supposed to tell him everything I did.In future if you have to go anywhere,I need to know,he told me.I was confused,he sounded paranoid.I didn't meant to scare you,I just went out into the garden',I said.He let go of my arms.I stepped back and rubbed my bruised arms.He ran his fingers into his hair in irritation,what was troubling him?I want you to stay away from my brother,if you see him anywhere here,I need to know,he said.I watched him go to his study and shut the door.I thought or simply assumed they were getting along ,I wondered what happened.I didn't want to bother him but I wanted to know what happened if it concerned me.I knocked softly on the door and entered the room.He was sitting at his desk and busy on the computer.He looked up at me as I approached him.I didn't know what I wanted to ask him it was as if I just forgot why I was there.Are you okay?,I asked him.He looked back at his computer screen and for a moment I thought he was ignoring me.Yes am okay,when are you going back to work?,he asked me.It was already weekend and Monday was a public holiday.Tuesday,I told him and walked out of the room.I walked back into the room and shut the door with a bit of force.Are you going to tell me what's going on ?,I asked him.I looked at him directly staring into his deep blue eyes and burying myself there till he tells me what what was going on.I just need to to know whatever I am doing is to protect you.I don't want any harm to come to you or our child.As long as you listen to me you are safe.Listen to you?,I started to laugh but stopped suddenly as I realised the seriousness of the situation.It's very hard to explain to you in detail,but we believe my brother is trying to harm you,he said.I looked at him to see if he looked as crazy as he sounded.We?,i asked him.I don't know much about your brother, all those times I been around him,he seemed like a genuinely caring person,I told him.He started to laugh,You have no idea what my brother is capable of,my brother always wanted,wants whatever he can't have ,whatever he can't have he acquires by force.,the end result is always messy,he continued talking.How does this concern me?,I asked him.My brother always wanted what ever belonged to me,he wants you,Tia,,he told me.I then remembered the proposal,did he mean that or was that just for getting me into his bed?Did he want to seperate me from his brother by lying to me?Lance proposed to me the day after I asked you for a divorce,I said softly.He was looking at me differently now but he was calm.I should have guessed that he would make a move as soon as I left,said Max.I also remembered how adamant he was about me leaving his family alone and getting a divorce.I suddenly had a headache.Divorce,I said and suddenly felt light headed and the room began to sway.He caught my arms before I slipped to the floor,he was still holding me when I opened my eyes.You hate me that much that you still speaking of divorce',he asked me.I wanted to let him know that it was his brothers idea not mine.Lance ,asked me to divorce you,he kind of blackmailed me into it,I told him.I wouldn't hurt you ever again,this I promise you,he told me.Promises are meant to be broken,I told him and tried getting up from the floor with help from him.I tried to give him a smile as I walked out of the room.Sometimes people tend to show love and appreciation in different ways, often we may consider others ways wrong not realising our ways might be wrong to them aswell.Those who say I won't hurt you or trust me are the ones to hurt you the most.I realised also that nomatter how tough something looked but if it bounced hard against the wall,it would surely break.He did care,but he never showed it in the right way.It was all in the little things he did for me,which soon became my peace of mind and happiness........