Shallow Horizon

Laying in the dark, the empty quiet consumes my thought, taking me to far away places, where a second lasts a day, a minute lasts an hour, a hour lasts a minute and a day lasts a second... Flowers have teeth and tigers are tame as house cats, bombs are filled with candy floss and chocolates are filled with hydrochloric acid. Bunnies breathe fire and dragons eat carrots. The grass is blue and the sky blood red. I slit my throat and dust spills, my very existence in the balance between justice and mercy. My soul screaming for justice while my heart pleads for mercy. The world is reversed, Hell above and Heaven thrown down to the empty pits of torment and eternal fire. Everything so wrong, nothing making sense, I asked for death but life was thrust upon me like the plague of depression it is. Fighting for the unattainable, bleeding for the self righteous cause of self pity. Thrown into the fray by the righteous, cut down by the tongues of the wicked. I wait for the day of the maggot, rivers will run red with the blood of the righteous and wicked alike. Fear not, for your turn shall come and cry not as you face the d*mnation of the Son of the Morning, the Prince of Lies. Sing for me the condemnation you once drove into my heart, the darkness you wove into my soul. Play no more, sing no more, live no more, I wish it that way... I wish you'd die the way I died