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@usb3.1 | 20 April 18 | |
Speak my mind. Never take sh*t from anyone. Try to offend me and I will offend you ten times worse. Try to fight me and I will knock you down ten times over.
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@vampboy | 20 April 18 | |
''John is a man of focus, commitment, sheer will... something you know very little about. I once saw him kill three men in a bar... with a pencil, with a fu*king pencil. Then suddenly one day he asked to leave. It's over a woman, of course. So I made a deal with him. I gave him an impossible task. A job no one could have pulled off. The bodies he buried that day laid the foundation of what we are now. And then my son, a few days after his wife died, you steal his car and kill his fu*king dog.'' John Wick Replace John with usb. Replace Pencil with fountain pen. |
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@vampboy | 20 April 18 | |
@ nikkei - 14.12.12 - 09:11am How much of a pushover are you in real life or pro? Do you lay down n take it? Let people fob you off? Or do you not let it rest til you get your own way? I was never a pushover even when I had a feeling that made me feel like a pushover. My ex girlfriend was the first person to help me realize I just have a really good heart and it wasn't my fault for not wanting to hurt others. And she was right, as I grew older, I came to understand the futility in defending something as trivial as my ego. I'm very aware of an insult, but I'm able to diffuse it with just a smile. Somehow someway, people generally just don't want to see any other side to me. And I think that's kinda funny. |
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@mikeymk | 20 April 18 | |
Dunno why i'm doing this, but i'll make it as brief as i can.. Family first got concerned with me as a toddler, i would just sit in a corner, i was so quiet. As a young child i had little interest in those around me. My parents split, there was violence in the family and i was nearly killed. So my dad brought me down south. He got totally frustrated with me, i was happy with myself but i couldn't see his problem. What did he want from me? Like feed me and shut up. He met someone new, one of five sisters, and i ended up in a huge step family by 5yo. I was regarded as a very, very shy kid. Under this wing i was comfortable, apart from my now parents being hard work. I just couldn't see their problem. I mean i was polite and did what i was told, so whatever. I was happy in little school. Kids aren't people-motivated, we liked stuff, so we got on great. By time i reached my teens i was heading for vulnerability, but i had a free pass - i was tiny. Nobody could be seen bullying someone who looked half their age, so whilst i remained an introvert, i got away with it. By 16yo i was still 4ft 6ins tall, and with no personal connection with my parents, home life was heavily reflecting their fears for me. They screamed at me, they screamed at each other. It was time i came out my shell and they knew it. But it wasn't gonna happen, and i had a hard time. But i was nice, i tried, i was loyal and honest, so friends stuck by me despite me frustrating them. My trump card had a twist - i shot up to almost 6ft in a year. At 19yo friends from school didn't recognise me, i towered over people who'd called me Titch. I was still happy, and confident, and i still couldn't connect with anyone, i just went along with the narcotics thing. Nice to be around, handy with a car, but dodging closeness and female interest... |
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@mikeymk | 20 April 18 | |
I had a small few true friends during my 20s who put their necks on the line to take me around social circles under their wing. Occasionally i had to stick up for myself. This is where people struggled, because i was strong on the inside. People didn't know how to take me, they tried to take the piss out of someone who appeared piss-weak, only to get bitten hard by someone strong and confident. But often it was my friends who got bitten, because there was no reward for them. As ever, i never warmed up. At least not in a way i've ever been able to understand. My 30s brought a crisis, and away from friends i started going out with women. Two on here. This stirred fresh interest locally, and somehow i managed to become good friends with a nice woman locally and we got married. It didn't last, obviously. Because true connection just wasn't there. Like it never is. She was kinda caught unawares, and rode the faith until it was too late. I could've really struggled with people knocking me. There's a card i was given. Somehow, due to generally having a well-intended nature, i avoided it all long enough to learn how to look after myself. But you never stop learning. And i never stop getting it wrong. So i'll always be honing my defence skills. But hey, ain't we all. So am i a pushover? Fkn hell no. But that ain't everything. There's more to protecting you and yours than self defence. |
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@mikeymk | 20 April 18 | |
@ usb3.1 - 20.04.18 - 07:58am Prodigits has it's own official forum listing all the sad losers on this site and their moronic characteristics, personality dissorders, likes and dislikes, and background information and forum history complete with all their forum replies. And your name is in highlighter pen. Why you so mad and bitter? What you looking for? |
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@ladibud | 20 April 18 | |
@ usb3.1 - 20.04.18 - 08:27am I need have no further intervention. My java code will now run recording forum replys from certain users who feel the need to act like morons 24 hours a day without my need to be here. what I am and to say to you isn't a joke or to be mean and I am very sure you will deny it.... you need help for a start as this isn't normal... I honestly mean this sincerely... your reactions unfortunately remind me of Hashbery in a way.. i don't think you should use Pro as it obviously really gets to you what ppl say although you claim it is words in a screen... I think ppl should just let you be because this can lead to a tragedy. .. leave Pro it isn't healthy for you... and get help please. I have seen enough of your posts for me to believe somewhere something isn't right... this is not normal behaviour. this is not the behaviour of someone who isnt affected. .. |
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@piggle | 20 April 18 | |
Haha Yas |
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@bambi99 | 20 April 18 | |
Tbf, raspberry pi's are useful kit
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@bambi99 | 20 April 18 | |
@ usb3.1 - 20.04.18 - 10:59am Your reply has been recorded I read that like an on hold message ...neutral music and a 'your call is important to us ' |
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