to my unborn child

Nobody knows that I am morning for u, meany don't even know you existed. You had no name no sex nor even got to see the light of day. Your daddy didn't belief and I try to keep face. Your Big brother would of loved you, and would of kept u save. You would of been born soon my baby whit the angel face. My little security but not a mistake. I which that I knew of u perhaps their was something I could of done then, but wen I found out about u it was to late. I had already lost u. My unborn baby whit no name whit no sex. I know you would of been the apple of your daddy's and your grany well she would be all over u. I keep u in my heart my sweet angel I wish I could have gotten to know u. Maby God could just not bear to part from u. I still feel its my folt I was your mommy I should of done something to of protected u. I'm sorry I failed u. But one day I hope to meat my baby whit out a Name