Hiding inside..

Hiding inside..
We all have something to hide. Trapped within our souls is something that not even the closest people in our lives know exist. Its a monster; Its a depression; Its an anger; Its an obsession. Its what we keep caged to ourselves in order to look somewhat sane in a already insane world. In the darkest parts of our minds rests the problems, disappointments, and sadness consumed within our lives that you wished didnt exist yet define who you have become.

Its what masks an aching heart with a smile. Its what makes us want to be alone when you already feel lonely. Its what haunts us at the middle of the night questioning everything you thought you understood. Its what causes you to be numb wondering how many tragedies more you can take before giving up. Its what makes us feel like were not good enough no matter how amazing you be. In the attempt to not have this darkness within exploited, it will be tucked away as voices in our heads scream for our escape when in reality our mouths will never admit our pain.

We all have something to hide. Something we will never admit to. Something that we never be fully understood by yourself or other. Something we can never be able to explain even if we wanted to share it with the world. Its the terrifying monster that has found a home in you; that you alone faces.
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