sad xmas

this year december is not happy time as 11/12/2019 my dad passed away n his funerals were held on 27/12/2019. its been difficult year due to covid19 disturbing normal life and so on....i was so hoping to go and spend xmas with my mum but i dont have any holidays left from work &128532; and due to covid19 problem still bad in UK my mum has not been able to come here which would have been dream for me and my daughter