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I could feel the tension in the room.The temperature in the room had changed just like the weather.It was like the calm before the storm.My anxiety grew by the second and it seemed like the alarm system in me was about to go off sending me into a whirlwind of panic.I couldn't even look at him as I felt ashamed of myself for reasons beyond my comprehension.My feet had grown into the floor and I felt suffocated trying to breathe.We didn't speak but the silence in the room was more the enough. He walked towards me , picked my suitcases and kept them aside.I wanted to move but I couldn't,I tried to speak but I couldn't find the words.He kept his distance and I was greatful for that but wished he would shout some obscenity,or even hit me as I deserved this much as I seemed to have done alot and I didn't know what to be answerable to, right then hence my silence.He was looking towards the bed and lost in his thoughts,it gave me an opportunity to look at his face so I could at least figure out whether he was angry or furious.I couldn't handle anything right then as I was tired and more so scared of Max. Is there something you want to tell me?,he asked me looking away from me as if the sight of me disgusted him. He looked angry and pale but as he was in deep thoughts it was hard to distinguish the emotions that appeared on his face.His eyes always spoke volumes,deep mesmerizing blue eyes,his clenched set jaw told me me that he was trying to stay calm and control his temper. I honestly didn't know what to say to him as there wasn't anything to tell him.Lance was going to pay for this.Suddenly I remembered what Lance had said earlier,about leaving his brother.Yes,I want a divorce,I whispered barely audibly.I didn't want a divorce.What did you say,he asked me as he stood in front of me.I closed my eyes and suddenly felt my mouth and throat dry.Words couldn't pass my lips.I want a divorce,I said and looked at my bare feet. I don't want to die,I whispered.I was now scared but I was able to move now not like how I was fixated in a spot earlier.I can forgive you for sleeping with my brother but a divorce?,he asked me.All of my senses had suddenly awakened.What did he mean by sleeping with his brother?I never slept with Lance. You remember the promise we made to each other,the wedding vows,he asked me.I couldn't even remember my wedding or how it happened and his audacity of asking if I remembered?NO,I said and felt my fingers break into a sweat.I wiped my hand on the side of my thighs,trying to stay focused on what I was going to say to him.Till death do us apart,does that mean anything to you?,he asked me and I suddenly notice his tone of voice was much higher the normal. I think you have a misconception about my sleeping with your brother,I told him.It never happened.I overheard the conversation between you two way back,I never asked you,he said.I was angry now.There way many opportunities when I could have slept with Lance but I didn't.We both don't have any common ground.He hates me.Without asking and you just assumed the worst of me?,I asked him.The room was turning into a furnace,as I watched him remove his jacket and throw it on the bed. He looked like he had a bad day,I didn't even ask how he was or made each other feel comfortable being in the same room together.he unbuttoned his cuffs ,it was hard to read what was on his mind.I know my brother better than you do,he takes everything that belongs to me,always did and always will,he told me.I looked directly at him,is this what he thought all along? It was more of a statement than accusation.He seemed to have alot on his mind,I waited for him to continue. I don't understand why my bother is always around you,he continued.What did he mean by always around me?I didn't see both the men for months now both are at my place.I wondered how he can assume so much without asking me anything for so long.I have met Lance after many months,I told him.He took a few strides and was so close to me.I don't want to hear his name, especially from you,he spoke harshly.The way you mention my brothers name it's as if his special,he said much louder than before.I truely didn't know what he knew or how much of whatever he knew.I didn't want to provoke him especially in the mood he was in. I turned away from him ,hands to my sides and fists clenched.I needed the distance between us now or it will never happen.I want a divorce,and that's final,I said as bravely as a lamb to to lion.I think I had enough drama with his family and it was time I made a clean break and walked out of my marriage. Look at me and ask me for a divorce,he yelled at me.He was ready to tear me apart,the seething anger that I suddenly evoked within him was now scaring me.It won't make a difference if I look at you or not!,I muttered and walked towards the door. Do you that I am going to give you up so easily to my brother?,he snapped at me.I wished I could hit him.I was getting angry and yet I wanted was to calmly speak to him and ask him to leave.There's no point in talking to you when you like this,please leave now,,I told him. Why are you so adamant on getting a divorce, you want my brother that bad?,he asked me.I suddenly turned around and almost flung a fist at his face when he grabbed my hand and held it in a firm grip.Let go of me,don't you dare touch me!,I said only to have him hold on to my hand harder and inflict pain.Did my brother ask you to get a divorce?,he asked me.My mistake was I couldn't lie to him as I turned my face away he knew the answer to his question.Why do you keep running away from me,he asked me.I still didn't have the courage to look at him.I pushed him back but only for him to hold me close to him. There's no reason to be with you or near you,I said and pulled away from him.How can he assume the worst of me yet he was alone many times with that woman.I hadn't forgotten about her.'What do you mean?,he asked me.I didn't know whether I should pursue what I started or simply keep the peace.You keep accusing me your brother but you have been with that woman on so many occasions,I told him.I watched him stare at me but I shifted my gaze away as he would think of it as me challenging him directly. Firstly that's not your concern as you have made your mind up about that woman,he said.Is he crazy?A married man and a single woman going to work together and it's not my concern?It is my concern!You are my husband but that woman is with you and I dont like it at all,I told him firmly. It's not for you to like or dislike!I don't have to explain myself to you!,he shouted at me.Then it's alright I suppose,for you to give me a divorce do you can be free to be with her,I yelled at me.I was slowly losing myself with anger that I didn't realize what I was saying anymore.You sound like a typical jealous wife,he was now yelling at me.I am not jealous,even if I was what's it to you anyway?,I asked him.He grabbed my arms and was pulling me towards him,when by accident I ripped his shirt open.I didn't do it on purpose.He looked at his shirt and then me.Its not as if you can't afford a new one!,I told him.He was now seething with anger.He grabbed a handful of my hair and I tried pushing him away,but he simply resisted,I dug my nails onto his chest and raked my nails deep into his chest ,he was stunned and shocked at what I did and pushed me back.He removed his shirt quickly and threw it at me.I still lay sprawled on the floor,I saw the blood on his chest where my nails had dug into him.Did I really do that?He was furious,when I saw him stride towards me , I tried to get up quickly but he was much faster,he was on his knee beside me pushing me back flat on the floor and pinning me down. He ripped my blouse open,and was staring into my eyes,his left hand at my throat,I suddenly got scared of what he might do to me.I raised my knee trying to push him back but he forced them apart,Don't think il let you get away with this,he told me.I raised my hand and placed it on his chest hoping to push him back but the harder he held me down.Please am sorry,I told him.He was looking into my eyes ,and I stared right back at him in defiance.'What are you sorry about?This he pointed to his chest and asked,or wanting my brother? You deserved that,I pointed to his chest,but am not sorry about your brother, whispered.Looking at him I suddenly realised how I missed being with him in every sense of way.I watched him pull my skirt off but I didn't bother stopping him.His right hand was on on breasts,touching me,when his hand reached my tummy,I froze,his eyes bore into mine and I felt him touch my tummy gently,then pressing firmly onto my lower stomach,I stiffened,what was he doing? My slim figure now showed a bump at my tummy,I tried again to push his hand away,but he stopped me.Do you know how I want to rip you apart right now?,he asked me.No,but nothing's stopping you!,I told him.You can deny it,but now I am sure about this,he said pointing to my tummy.Get off me!!!Get out of my life,I shouted at him for no reason.He got me angry again. His thumb dug into my throat inflicting pain,What are you do angry about?Is it because I found out your truth?,he asked me,or is it because I touched you?He bent forward and was so close to my face.His lips almost touching mine. His mesmerizing blue eyes shone into mine holding me hostage whilst his hand ran up my thighs,his fingers tangling into my G-string at my hips,I gasped as he pulled harder,I almost closed my eyes when I heard him say,Don't close your eyes. He somehow loosened his hold onto me,i wanted him ,I want you,I whispered and I found his mouth suddenly on mine as his lips sought mine and pressed his body against mine I realised he wanted me too.He was kissing me slowly,taking his time,not rushing,his tongue flicking my tongue and taking control of my mouth,lips and tongue.His biting my lower lip caused sensations running down my spine and between my legs causing my moistness to turn into wettnes.His fingers were already ready and waiting to touch my moistness,and I was hoping somehow he would do so much more.His kiss was playing havoc with my mind,he somehow was controlling my body,I wanted to unzip his pants so he would impale me with his s haft not just his fingers,i moaned and gasped as his fingers slipped into my moistness. Just as how everything started,it stopped as he got up and carried me to the bed,as I lay there totally confused,he picked up his shirt,and came back to me.I will be back tomorrow with the divorce papers,he said as he touched my hand ,I noticed how his hand brushed on my tummy as he tried to look away i saw the tears in his eyes.I watched him leave my room,and walk out my life.....x x xx x x