to him..x

They say its better to have loved n lost than to have never loved at all..I have lost someone I love you maybe gone but not forgotten,,I still think of u everyday n I still love you n maybe I always will..after u left me I still stayed. on hoping ul come n unbreak my heart n say u love me again..but I guess that's not gonna. happen all those months we lost each other, I was here waiting, I never gave up..and when u did come back u left me again:((..it was so easy for u to move on n forget what we shared,,but I can't!!..it will take a long time for me to love again..guess my love for u was genuine and yours wasn't!..my friends tell me I deserve better but what they didn't know..u was my better half..I still rembr u said u love me so much ur heart ached, u even asked me to marry you,,what I can't undrstnd is how uv changed..iv wrote so many blogs about us..this is my last..you know I only came here for u,,now I have no reason to stay.I need to put all this behind me and move on...I'm so deeply hurt but in time I will heal n I believe there's always light at the end of a tunnel n I will smile again..iv done no wrong n hurt no1..I'm still a better person! Take care n I wish u all the happiness the world has to offer you!..love always Zia ...thanku kim for conveying my msges and tia for standing beside me ...