True Maturity 2

Again i have searched and found the root of my delema i returned to the place I was labelled imature and asked what they felt was maturity...they all confessed to be immature...thats when i realized i was acting immature because I had surrounded myself with immaturity and allowed it to influence me...o no its deeper it called out the child in me....no its even deeper the child in me wanted to go there...should i kill this child in me so I can truly be mature...no keep the child and train him to be a man