life

Am stuck up,i mean so stuck up i dont what to do,so i owe the bank nearly half a million shillings and i just lost my stable source of income,the bank's at my bank and guess what i got me two months rent arrears and no money for food,i cant talk to no one about it coz i have no one to talk to,i mean literally no one,all my friends dont have the kind of money i need.i mean they cant even take care of themselves!