mother rusia do not suffer, i know bold enough, ive been around the world, and i have seen your lo-ove,

The ghosts of yesterday linger, bringing darknes 2 my sleep..Haunting me,taunting me, surrounded by their darknes i begin 2 weep..Looking in2 the mirror,only a stranger i can see.. shattered,torn,lost,a shadow of who i used 2 be..Pain runs thru my veins,fear cripples my heart..I scream out but no1 hears, i slip further in2 the dark..*written by me*

hmmm, it got something.

Time heals all wounds,atleast thats wat they say.So as i fall asleep 2nyt,i pray it will take the pain of u away.I look up 2 the stars,remembering wat u said,Empty words n broken promises,swirl endlesly in my head.Sumday il get over u,n once again the sun wil shine brite.But that dosnt help me now,or stop these tears 2nyt. *written by me*

again.

one shot is all i need, ive got rhythm when i bleed, til death do us part, break my hart so i can start, supercalifragilistic, kiss me in the futuristic, twisted but i must insist, its time to get on top of this.

When it rains in my soul. My rage is hard 2 control. Not even the pure fresh water tickles my whim 4 it is bitter 2 me...

My tears r sweet liquid that satisfy my heart ever since I lost him. -written by unknown aka me.

Tryin 2 fite the need,i titely clutch the blade,i only wish all ths pain would fade.I start 2 cry as i slice my arm,im lost in confusion,hurt n self harm.N no1 undastands me,n i dnt knw how 2 explain..So im left 2 battle ths alone, jus tryin 2 numb the pain. *by me*

The torn rendered shreds of my soul, hanging on a fretless pole, given none by the fool of dreams, lays me to bay by silver streams. A line of powder in my nose, my pseudo-psycho-trendiness grows!

Take ur head round the world,c wat u get,frm ur mind.Write ur soul down word 4 word,c whos ur friend,who is kind. Its almost like a disease,i knw u will be.....Over the lies.Ul be strong,ul be rich in love,u wil carry on,but no, oh no,no u wnt be mine. *u wnt be mine-matchbox 20*

Listen to your innervioce and not the people around you. That was said to me when i was down by a very special person in my life luv u bad gal

The dark centre of my heart shines bright, alone I spend a lonely night, my minds eye wanders over her afar, be here she should to haste my car! I drive to fast my journey long, the all familiar nee nar song. But officer, my heart told me to speed... Busted with an eighth of weed!

Im not missin ur smile,im not missin ur touch.Im not missin all ur sweet words,and how they werent enuf. Im not missin ur voice,or looking in2 ur eyes..Im not missin u at all,i keep tellin myself these lies.

Stumbling weary into the world, the doors still closed keep out the cold, the faceless public soon be here, brazen in their lack of fear. I stand to face the world again, smiling just to hide the pain.

The black striped scars of my heat beat to her name, she possessed the emptiness within, my minds eye pieced by her very image, my torn soul rendered by her tirade. Alone in my crypt of a life I lay, denyed the sunlight again, and again. What existence is this? Alone sharing the shadows with myself as I dodge the questions of life. What is there left but the mark of hatred for myself?

I dnt fear death, i fear life. This mass of flesh,organs, bones n electrical signals from the brain. I dnt want it. I am alive, my body functions. But my heart,my soul, they r broken. Therefore i am also dead. Pain,suffering... is dis wot life is?If so,then i want no part of it. I welcome death. But then,2b alive is 2b dead.2b dead is 2b free from existence. -starkiller, august 2004

Disapating like the early morning mist, the last swirls of care fade. Was once as strong as iron, now weak as stems, the pulse less rhythmic the thoughts less. My empty arms holding nothing but my own pride, to show the world battered but still standing here. I will endure, I will survive, but what use is life if youre not alive?

mooooooo

Duznt any1 hear my cry? Or c the pain i hide? Duz any1 out there care? That my soul is empty n bare? Duznt anybody undastand? Wnt sum1 take my hand? N lead me bak 2 the light? Try 2 comfort ths pain inside? Duz any1 even c me? Drownin in my misery? Cnt any1 take away ths helplesnes? N help me 2 sort out ths mes? Duz any1 notice im not who i used 2 be? Would any1 care if the world lost me? *by me*