What Is Carnaval,UNDERgroud,WaR,LiD.

no longer distinguish their front reality from the reality of my so called dreamworld.i really was a girl traficed by drug,i truly remember the freezing and the alarm going off.i must enter the underworld i can not play legal lies of wat i seen.i was a girl who wrked for good men in mafia and i only with the man i remember marrying i cant take the disguises,i cant take the disguises.i see clear like a blind person,which is bad true.i wish an underworld slave to my own uncontrolabe truth than a lie to an unconcious concious reality.also i see i am druged to be in this state of mind,but i know.every minite,and i am not immoral,my picture is everywhere because im a good girl,and i have held the gun for many.