Sometimes I think that the wife just gives up and does not care anymore. When that happens then you know that things are over and it is not worth fighting for. I am tired of always coming 2nd and I am worth more than that!!! You will never stop because you are not that happily married man that you make out that you are.

It is not right that you can have friends and chat to them as much as you want and I can't. It is time for you to start looking at home and realising that there is a problem. It may be that it seems like everything is fine because everyone is dancing around you and your moods.If you don't want to do some thing or go some where every one agrees with you.If they don't then you get sick or are miserable for days. maybe it is time to stop moaning about how bad it is to have panic attacks and start seeing how bad it is to live with some one who has panic attacks.

Maybe you must start to realize that you have responsibilities and that you must start to grow up.You are not a child and life does not owe you anything.I am tired of having to go to work every day and you laze around at home, the worst is knowing that even if you get a job you won't keep it.I am tired of having to always having to make a plan and you just don't care about anything except your pills and cellphone.I am the one that has to make the sacrifices and jump when you tell me to.More than anything else I want a normal life and you are so tied up in your own world that you don't even notice that there is a problem.You seem to be living in a world where every one is happy. Wake up and see that you are the only one that is happy.

The only reason that you are still here is because I give you stability.I am sorry but I cannot live like this anymore.I don't know what you want and to be honest I don't care.If you were so happily married like you want the world to believe then we would not keep having these problems.Maybe you really believe that we are happy.I am not and I am not going to spend the rest of my life lonely with someone that just does not give a d*mn about me but he is always there when his friends need me.It is over!You have made your choice and this time I am not turning back.If this is what makes you happy then go for it.The day you stop with your cellphone and the day you stop with your panic attacks then maybe we have a chance. Since that is never going to happen we will not fix this.

It is not about the trust. I am tired of always coming last. I am tired of the fact that you would rather spend time with total strangers than with me and that you have to help them through their hard times when you have no clue that there is something wrong with me.I really hope that you are happy with the life you have changed.now go and change your profile from happily married to single because you are really lying on it!