I hv been searchn th ans,finaly found it fr myself...dnt thnk too much abt life...i dnt lik my life..bt stil livn cuz my parents r stil alive...whn they hav passed away i wilb free...i wil choose my own choice..whethr to liv..or to die...im nw livn fr my music only nothn else...death n life r alik commn thngs...we all sud admit tht,life wudb easier...bt in my community,people r really moron!bad luck fr me:(