I have been with this guy for 10 months. Our relationship wasnt any good really. He never put me first or respected me. Didnt say much nice things to me either. I complained all the time that he would have treated me better if he really cared about me. And that I wasnt happy the way this were. We had a lot of great moment though. We had great s*x. Did fun things together and had great talks for hours. I have to tell that he made really great money and was an independant guy that didnt have to have a woman by his side. Then he dumped me and Im heartbroken. I should have been glad that I have gotten rid of him. Cause he didnt make me happy. He made me feel not much worth. Why is it that I am sad and feel that my life is falling apart? Why do I keep start crying when I have met him, or see things that reminds me about him? Please can anybody tell me!