.. this is a hard one, *scratches his head* i guess we'll have our s*cked by a beautiful goddess!... i think.

u bc*m a ghost tht haunts all those s*ckers 4 a while. then ur reincarnated 2 do sum more damage 2 the god's religion. huh huh ha...

They both would b awesome!

.. even if we were 2 go 2 da so called hell, it wud b an honour 2 meet satan in person.

yes indeed. i fantasise about it. it would b an honour. my heart beat increases each tym i think about it. nt out of fear. out xcitement.

.. i no da feelin, m lukn forward 2 it. der is nothing 2 fear in dis life, kind of boring huh!

yeah. it can b borin. doin Xtreme, wild nd 'risky' or 'forbidden' stuff takes away the boredom sometimes. it is such Xcitin things tht keep me alive.

.. tell me bout it, i have 2 cut my left wrist over & over just 2 remind myself dat am alive!

i lie quetly in a bath full of ice cold water 4 about an hr every once in a while. also cut my left wrist about yr ago nd s*cked the blood out of it.