Deep questions you have the buzzer,i like john chapter 14,i think it will answer some questions,vese1-4 we see Jesus comforting his disciples,giving them hope,He says 'do not let your heart be troubled.trust in God;trust also in me.' The must have been something wich was troubling the disciples,we can say they where very troubled coz Jesus was to ascend to heaven,but read verse 2...(cont)

i can shortly say that you must delete what God reveals to you during the mess at the church or after a prayer. Maybe you will understand that some of your actions are the pleasure of devil and you must delete them all even so.

Then you don't have to remain empty otherwise the evil actions will creep to you again. You need to wear the love for others, peace, joy , faith and so on with God opinion

There are some essential elements that are required : 1.we must repent , turn our back on all sin...2 U must be baptized in the name of JESUS CHRIST (matt. 28:19-)3.you must be filled with t holy spirit (john 3:5) verily , verily i say unto thee , except a man be born of water and of the spirit ,he cannot enter into the kingdom of god .. .(then peter said unto them repent and be baptized every one of u in the name of jesus christ for the remission of your sins , and ye shall recieve the gift of the holy ghost-acts 2:38)..because its the holy spirit that will help us in living a good life.. This should be desired by everyone because without it your none of his (romans 8:9) ..the holy spirit is a gift from god , as a result of obedience and faith in him (acts 5:32) ...

i obey God and thatz why he will baptize me with the Holy Spirit which represents to me the second step in our route with my Lord Jesus Christ then he will allow me to be baptized with water as that i could prove my status of God's Son