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Well here we are finally gettin round to me be sad enough to go on about my existence. Im gonna av to backtrack to April but then why not? Anyway who said you had to read this im doing it for me. If you do read it feel free to laugh mock and generally take the pi*s lmao anyway enough rambling enjoy what follows its cr*p but truthful |
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
April 24th - After a year of it is today i realise me and my girlfriend aint workin out. Shes collette by the way. What do i do to remedy this? I go and b*mp into an old flame called Abi. We drink get wasted and in turn end up in bed. Bet u didnt see that coming. All in all in 1 day i hurt my girlfriend cheat on her and lie to myself.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
April 25th - time to decide is it coll or abz? I opt to stay with coll and what do i do? Carry on seeing abz. Tell coll about abz tho and she thinks we can work it out. I say bull i have nuffin inside for coll but stay anyway. What an a*se i am.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
April 26th to May 8th - still with coll in a dead relationship and still seeing abz. What the hell am i thinkin? I cant do this no more. All im doin is in them both round while trying to get coll to hate me. I start drinking again after a year clean. I know i know i need to choose.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
May 9th - my decision is made for me. Oh abz is pregnant. Is it mine? Well i wnt knw until we get dates and how far on she is. Abz slept with her ex when i started seeing her you see. Now thats ing ironic. Whats even better is she cant have kids according to her doctor. How wrong that is.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
May 10th to June 6th - well the next four weeks went in a haze of stella and all things alcoholic and a lil spot of questionable substance abuse. Anyway i remember me and coll finally ending our relationship and me gettin very anxious about wether the baby is mine or a w**nkers.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
June 7th - today was a bad day and yet had good news. It starts with me going to hospital with abz. She woke up bleeding this morning. We fear the worse only to be told the baby is fine. They did a scan you see. I mite put a pic up in my photos. It is also found that for how far on she is the baby can only be mine. I sense a night out.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
June 8th to June 24th - i leave pro and go MIA. Need to sort out like jobs and a home.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
June 25th - me and abz fall out over her ex. What a i just want to own him but she wont let me. She doesnt want me in trouble like when i was a hooligan pmpl. I tell her my time will come and to stay out the way when it does. What happens? She breaks up with me. What the ? I give up and get wasted. Why not? Im going to crash and burn someday anyway.
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
26th June - me and abz make up. We decide itl be best if we get out of blyth for our baby and before i end up going on a rampage with the interfering a*seholes. I also realise after two month i think i ing love her and think i might even ask her to marry me. Hmmm i must be d*mn mad or just gettin soft
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@nsixx | 27 June 08 |
June 27th - complicate my life again. I like someone i cant have. Decided its not a problen if i cant have them anyway. Ive got a baby to think about. Time for Nsixx to grow the up and act responsible for once. Anyway today is also the day i start recordin my existence in this thread. At least updating it will be easy now. well thats it for now till next update. If you read this welcome to my ing world
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