I LIVE WITH THIS ONE FEAR. THE FEAR IS DIEING NOT TO AWAKE IN THE MONING. I HATE SLEEPING THE FEAR IS AWAYS THERE PLAYING WITH MIND AND HURTING ME SO BAD. I JUST WHAT TO HOLD MY TEDDY t*tE AND NEVER LET GO. I KNOW HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME. SO I HUG UP TO MY TEDDY AND SAY GOOD NIGHT. I PRY TO GOD TO LET ME AWAKE JUST ONE MORE TIME SO I CAN TELL MY TEDDY I LOVE HIM ONE MORE TIME.