ya know mine, staind - so far away lol.....
This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings Ive shared
And these are my dreams
That Id never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and Im not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words
That Ive never said before
I think Im doing ok
And this is the smile
That Ive never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

this one reminds me of my ex husband, its a nice song tho....
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

dont be afraid. ive taken my beating, ive shared what ive made. im strong on the surface not all the way through, ive neva been perfect but neitha have you. so if your askin me i want you to know. when my time comes forget the wrong that ive done, help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. dont resent me and when your feeling empty keep me in your memory. leave out all the rest

everywhere i go, everyone i meet, everytime i try to fall in love they all wanna know why im so broken, why am i so cold? why am i so hard inside? why am i scared, what am i afraid of? i dont even know............everywhere i go 4 the rest of my life, everyone i love, everyone i care about, they're all gonna wanna know whats wrong with me And i know what it is, im ending this right now