k.been messing wit ths guy for 7 years even while datin othr guys weneva he calld i was ready coz no matter how long i was datin my bf or even how mch i loved them it cud neva outweigh my love 4 him.anyhow the last time we wer out we mayd a child bt i neva told him until the nite b4 i gave birth by that time he had gotten nd fallen inluv wit his gf nd i had let every1 2 believe it was sum1 else bby.our child died after 16 dayz a week after da funeral he told me his gf felt threatened by our frendship nd if we cud pause our relationship i agred bt i stil cnt 4 get him nd im so jealous of da relationship they have i wish it was me tht 2gether wit losin my bby its gettin 2mch help me