sitting with my mind in a state of confusion its a battle between want and need yes or no do i go for it or do i back off and accept where its at i want to feel again my entire being a numb empty nutshell and as all this confusion races on and on its shouting back at me cut just one you'll feel so much more good about yourself another battle starts and o slowly crawl back in my minds tormented corner wrap my arms around my knees and rock myself to sleep my inner soul i lay to rest as my empty thoughts eat me alive...