There was last year- i found out that 2 of my friends were cutting themselves and i dont really know why but i started and then turned goth i still am even though im trying not to cut anymore

a goth is not some1 who cuts themselfs or acts depressed or the make up, and doesnt follow mainstream or other people

I know it isntt that is just what set it off when i realized i wasnt myself when i was like other ppl. So many things led 2 this that i consider that the starting point even though i was like this 4 a while even b4 i realized it.

ive always bn differnt. always bn interestd in the dark syd lng b4 i knew wat a goth was. so last yr i found out n nw i knw wat i am.

ok im nt entirely goth bt im onely startn nw wrkn my way up slowlz so my flk7 wnt gime 2much greef bt wht trigerd it all was bein saped 1n2e 2 many bt i ha8 alway been difrnt bt i thought id jst gt ova it bt nw im jst exeptn it

Im.nt.entirely.goth.yet.bt.im.stil.working.onit.its.just.my.mom.standing.in.my.way

MOMs dontcha hate it when they do that?

Yeah mine is too- she doesn't quite get it yet luckily

I never knew it but i started to cut myself in 7 gr now am 36 and i feel the pain more than ever.my realease s*x or korn

der was alot of weird n unexpected experiences dat happened 2 me through out my life, especially getting visionz at 6yrz old but i took my lifes lessons n now i'm a proud follower of da darkside.

i got tired of the lies, desception, broken promises and fakers. decided to focus on myself, my needs and desires and it led me to be goth. not because i thought it was cool but i was simply facing my true self. i am a dark soul. how do i know? darkness makes me feel alive, it has brought me to to life.

i always knew i was different didnt belong in da norm. found out 2 yearz ago wot i am. a vamperic goth