Assalaamu Alaykum. 2 all my brothers and sisters in islam. Since this site is named ANNASIHATULJAMIAH, i would like 2 give my bit of advice. Hope nobody minds. My advice is 'Try 2 see da greatness of ALLAH in everything. U surely will find it. This is 1 of da greatest ways of making DHIKR.' Jazaakumullah khairan. Wassalaamu Alaykum.