im so sorry my friend if i said goodbye,
but if you only know,
i still want to ask you ''how are you now?''.
i still want to be who i used to be for you.
i still want to tell when i feel so happy and still want to hear your caring when i feel so sad.
I'm sorry if i blocked your number on my phone.
Co'z I'd rather want to think that its the reason why i have no messages from you, than the reason that you really forgot me.
but sometimes i still doubt if what ive done was wrong. Sorry if what im doing now seems so mean...
cos after all this pain i feel because you seem to forget me,
i still feel that gaining your friendship back is something special to look forward,




a poem dedicated to David