Recon evry1 has their cross to bear ay. Iv broken many hearts. Becoz they wernt the 1 4 me. And iv had my heart broken twice. First time ay my dawtas father, my husband. Not hs fault. He didnt choose to go to the garden. 2nd, 6yrz lata time by my sons father. Its not easy 4 me to open up, i dont handl loss or betrayal very well. So when i do fall in love i fall hard, but experience has taught me neva ta fall blind.