we went to see the music
her words were loud and
blurry
I said
she said
doe deer
never happened
but that was then

an hour later
lost in their limbs
playing games
our games
were yellow
I remember them
yellow
thats how I
remember
that day
she kissed my cheek
caught me by
surprise

her eyes were all over
all under
deep in me
I drowned them
in me
maybe she even held
my hand
right after that,
right after my lunch died
between my legs