After talking to a friend I decided to add this to the group.
Thanx Cindy.

The Monster Within

Have you ever seen, the terror and destruction
It brings....
Have you ever seen the tears as someone,realises their worst fears, Have you ever heard your mum's cry's as she watches your dad die,
Have you ever seen a grown man cry, knowing he's leaving his family behind,
Have you ever hurt so bad you just can't stop feeling sad,
Have you ever seen a person waste away, to weak to fight another day, Have you ever seen your children cry and want to know why,
Have you ever had to sit and explain,Granddad has to heaven today, Have you ever had to stay when all you've really wanted was to run away,
Have you ever been there and watched someone take their last lungful of air, I saw all this and much more,
When the monster come calling at my Pops door,
Wish someone had stop the monster Cancer getting in

Written my a dear friend for my group, Cindy j Smith
CANCER

Cancer so evil
Terrible disease
Goes where it wants to
Drives all to their knees

So heartless and cruel
No consience at all
Hits everyone
The big and the small

s*x, age or religion
Whether rich or poor
No immunity
To what they endure

Hides deep inside us
Like a rotten seed
Till it decides to
Grow just like weed

Sometimes caught early
How lucky those few
But the cure for them
Is so painful too

Victims and loved ones
Will both hope and pray
It will be over
Today, please, today

We have our people
Working day and night
Seeking a real cure
For this loathsome plight

Scientists, doctors
Labratory techs
Lots of donators
Writing some checks

You may be winning
The battles for now
We will win the fight
Someday and somehow

Cancer, you will live
In true infamy
But your name will be
A vague memory

TRUE MONSTER written for Tracey Dixon's group
By Cindy J. Smith

Hollywood horrors

On a movie screen

Aren't even close to

Destruction I've seen



Monsters they create

Are scary it's true

But can't compete with

One hidden from view



See someone crumble

Eyes fill up with tears

As they now must face

The worst of their fears



Children only stare

As moms softly cry

Observe as their dads

Just wither and die



Grown men that tremble

Their eyes tears do find

Know they must leave their

Family behind



Young parents so lost

Holding their small child

Aware it'll be gone

In a short while



People all ages

Are wasting away

Too tired to fight

For another day



Teenage girl's sad eyes

Fill up with despair

As latest new cure

Takes all of her hair



See someone take in

Last breath of sweet air

Wishing you were not

Still standing right there



Feeling so hopeless

Filled up with such guilt

Wishing it was you

Instead being killed



Deep pain and sorrow

Faced every day

Force self to remain

Want to run away



Must hold back your tears

Sit, try to explain

Grandpa was needed

In Heaven today



Horrible cancer

Destroyer of life

Is there no end to

Your need to cause strife



Please, can anyone

This monster lock out

Terror and heartache

We can live without

DILEMMA
By Cindy J. Smith in Voices In My Head

You have suffered so long
Dealing with so much pain
As cancer eats you away

So, I'm really not sure
What I want to wish for
As I look to Heaven and pray

My heart wants you better
So I can have more time
Your life-long stories to know

I know it's a request
That is selfish, at best
For your suffering would grow

I also want you to pass
Go to God while you sleep
Let you finally have peace

But to pray for your death
Seems so heartless, at best
One should not want life to cease

You're a part of our lives
A big piece of our hearts
Very special to us all

I guess I will just pray
God keeps us in His arms
'Til you He decides to call