Still hurting trying to make sence of it all

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eyesopen is of white / caucasian origin, straight, and living with ?

She is normal weight, 5' - 5' 3" (152cm - 160cm) tall, has blue eyes and medium build body

I love somebody very much but we not together cause he has hurt me I forgive but still I was not enough for him so please understand I am very hurt and sad but I won't to be free from this pain more details >>